the rollercoaster
I haven't posted in ages, but i can't find my little written diary and i have some things on my mind. So school has been...interesting. A lot of ups and downs to say the least. First semester was HORRIBLE. I hated school, I cried practically every night, and there were only 2-3 nights that whole semester that weren't completely and utterly boring. Winter break was amazing and I loved being home, with my friends and in familiar territory. This semester I had dreaded going back to, but it hasn't been that bad. A good amount of boring nights, no thirsty Thursdays or going out late on the weeknights, but one of my roommates moved out, leaving me and my other roommate with a comfortable double, instead of a forced triple. We have decked out the room, and we've become really good friends. We found our little group and I like them a lot. I actually don't really mind school all that much, until i hear an outside story from a friend at a different college, and their crazy nights at their school. I have only drank once on campus this semester, and that was for the super bowl, WHICH SUCKED. So I was starting to get unhappy again, but last night was REALLY FUN!! My roommate had a friend come stay and she drank with us. Then our friend Steph, from here stopped by and called two guys that we're starting to become friends with, and that was really what I needed. There was a dance last night that I wanted to go to, our new guy friends were going and wanted us to go, but my roommate and her friend didn't want to, it was probably for the best because right when I got back to the room i crashedd. I guess I was more tired than I thought. This sounds like a pointless entry i know, but I wanted to write it to be able to look back on, the next time I start getting down about school, to remind myself that things can turn around in an instant if you're open to it. The guys said they'd call us tonight if they end up going out, and so finally, I think we're slowly getting into the groove here, and its really exciting, for better or worse, I'm glad that we're finally in.