Nothingness
While I'm sitting here at the school library, I thought I'll just post something short. It's been a while, and I think I just got lazy. After what happened half a year ago, I think I just stopped bothering about so many things I was involved in. Besides, I'm getting used to wasting my time *sigh*
I really was hoping to update this journal a while back and restart on my novel, however, I'm reluctant to do so because I'm starting to lose my plot bunnies. With the exception of three of them who are going to stick with me until my cravings for vampires, angels and demons die out for good. I'm also toning down on drawing, especially CG, which I consider a very bad thing seeing as I'm working on compete with Heise *lol* Such arrogance on my end.
I know this is pretty much just a post to ramble, and I want to apologize to a few of my friend on lj since I haven't been around lately. But I hope you all know I still love you all *kiss kiss*
Well, I'm going to finish my paper and then go to the beach later. I came to UCI because it's close to the beach, but ever since school started this year, I still haven't been to the beach... *hmmm* thus I ponder if I really love the beach as much as I say I do.
Either way, I hope I can be back more often in the future. Now with a mac and a partition, I have both the mac side and the xp side, I'm used to doing work via the mac side, and I hardly use the xp, which means I can't us photoshop for CGs nor can I go on to IRC as often. I do really regret that, but I do try *sigh* No I don't.
I'll work on whatever I can to get back from time to time, but rl is really taking me apart.
Well... Enough rambling, hopefully, next time things will get better :)
I really was hoping to update this journal a while back and restart on my novel, however, I'm reluctant to do so because I'm starting to lose my plot bunnies. With the exception of three of them who are going to stick with me until my cravings for vampires, angels and demons die out for good. I'm also toning down on drawing, especially CG, which I consider a very bad thing seeing as I'm working on compete with Heise *lol* Such arrogance on my end.
I know this is pretty much just a post to ramble, and I want to apologize to a few of my friend on lj since I haven't been around lately. But I hope you all know I still love you all *kiss kiss*
Well, I'm going to finish my paper and then go to the beach later. I came to UCI because it's close to the beach, but ever since school started this year, I still haven't been to the beach... *hmmm* thus I ponder if I really love the beach as much as I say I do.
Either way, I hope I can be back more often in the future. Now with a mac and a partition, I have both the mac side and the xp side, I'm used to doing work via the mac side, and I hardly use the xp, which means I can't us photoshop for CGs nor can I go on to IRC as often. I do really regret that, but I do try *sigh* No I don't.
I'll work on whatever I can to get back from time to time, but rl is really taking me apart.
Well... Enough rambling, hopefully, next time things will get better :)