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[mijurnel]

everything has not been what i expected it to be, but things are good
well i should say thier better
me and mike aren`t going back out
we`re kinda together i guess you could say
i am so in love with that kid
when i see him let alone it`s like fireworks are setting off
i can` stop staring at him. i just keep thinking, "i am in love with him"
forget about what it`s like for anything past staring at him
i`m pretty lucky to have someone like that in my life, and know they do feel the same way
we`re going to jr.prom together on saturday which will be fun
i don`t get why we`re not going out again
we both don`t want each other being with anyone else
hooking up with anyone else, or even mentioning the opposite sex to one another
it`s a complicated situation, but i love him more than i ever thought i could love anyone
i`d do basically anything for him
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things are never going to be quite what you wanted
that`s what i`ve learned these past few weeks
but i`m pretty content
i want to be with mike again and to be able to call him mine
but i really don`t know what`s going to happen
only time will tell