And The Numbers Are In
Everything should be graded on a scale of one to ten. One being suck fest of the year and Ten being well really good. So, I am going to jot down some events, evaluate them, and score them.
Current Living Situation: 2.5
It really is wretched and I don't feel as if I have to explain, three out of the four people who read this know exactly what I am talking about. I need to do something. What also adds to the suck factor is that I might have to move back to Victoria. If it comes to that I am leaving the states for good, I suppose.
Sleeping with a Thirty Year Old: 7.9
Seriously the only reason that is not a ten is because she says she feels like she has a strong emotional attacthment to me. She's know me for a full 24 hour period and she says she wants a relationship. I find this sort of sketchy. I don't know why. We slept together because she continuously purchased shots of Jameson and handed them to me. Then she wanted to dance... then she wanted me. I am highly agreeable when intoxicated, so I was like, "Cool, let's go." I will leave it at she knew what she was doing and now I kind of feel used.
Job: 4.5
I grow weary of fundraising and I want to wait tables. I want to. That is how horrible it is. Maybe I will find a second job... I will, I will.
Relationship: 0.0
Nothing. It is non-existent. I am lonely, hence Jessica (the thirty year old). Alcohol, loneliness, and self loathing.
Family: 2.1
They all suck.
Current Living Situation: 2.5
It really is wretched and I don't feel as if I have to explain, three out of the four people who read this know exactly what I am talking about. I need to do something. What also adds to the suck factor is that I might have to move back to Victoria. If it comes to that I am leaving the states for good, I suppose.
Sleeping with a Thirty Year Old: 7.9
Seriously the only reason that is not a ten is because she says she feels like she has a strong emotional attacthment to me. She's know me for a full 24 hour period and she says she wants a relationship. I find this sort of sketchy. I don't know why. We slept together because she continuously purchased shots of Jameson and handed them to me. Then she wanted to dance... then she wanted me. I am highly agreeable when intoxicated, so I was like, "Cool, let's go." I will leave it at she knew what she was doing and now I kind of feel used.
Job: 4.5
I grow weary of fundraising and I want to wait tables. I want to. That is how horrible it is. Maybe I will find a second job... I will, I will.
Relationship: 0.0
Nothing. It is non-existent. I am lonely, hence Jessica (the thirty year old). Alcohol, loneliness, and self loathing.
Family: 2.1
They all suck.