It is Monday and I am already sick
This weekend, I got to talk to Allison, and that was nice to get to catch up on things, but I didn't get to talk to Lindy because I was always talking to Adam. I read Allison's most recent post and she did curse alot, I don't think I have ever seen her curse that much, maybe she is not ok......I know I am not, but then again who is? We are always lieing, telling people we are ok..........I would love to talk to my friends more but Adam is just to...I don't know, to close to me maybe? He should give me some room to breath, I always need that right? Yesterday Adam came over and we watchede house of wax, that movie with slutty Paris Hilton in it? Yeah she is hott, but she is WAY to ditsy for me, it was a stupid movie. Well this morning my day started off good,I had good hot coffee, and I got to watch the news. I got to school because my mom drove us which was nice, but then when I got to my locker it wouldn't open, but I finally got it open. My afternoon was good, then after my lunch I walked with Adam to my next class and we ran across Josh, and he "accidentally" runned into Adam, which that is a bunch of crap, he did it on purpose. Then Josh told me that him and his friends made fun of Adam the whole 1st period, and Adam didn't say anything. I am trying to help Adam stand up for himslef, but I guess it will just take him a while. I am afraid of what I am giong to do when I get into college. Adam is a sophmore, yeah I know it is young but that is ok. Anyway, I always worry about when I go to college if we are still togoether what if he finds someone else while I am gone? He is really nice and caring and I do not think he would do that but there is always those doughtt..........it is now the end of the day and is almost time to go home....so I will let you go and talk to you all tomorrow, for yet another horrible day at school. I do not know how Adam will be able to take it, 2 more years of high school...I wonder if he will commit suicide before then....That reminds me I have to go see the counselor after school today for her to send my official transcripts to the Art Institute of Pittsburgh. Well I am going to go and I will talk to you all tomorrow at the end of day, just like I did today. I hope all the rest of you had a better day then I did, but I am sure that you all did and will, I don't know, life just sucks, espedcially mine. Sometimes I don't know what to do, but when I think again, I always think of that other solution..................sayonara.......