the perfection that others would kill for
i have unusually low levels of seratonin at the moment, which makes absolutely no sense because i haven't done any drugs in a long time.
i got "let go" from my job today. fuck. that's a hell of a way to wake up, especially with a hangover and an unsuccessful sexual escapade on the plate right next to it. ahh, life. it just goes like that sometimes i guess. it's like there's some proverbial scale and god forbid the good outweighs the bad by too much at any given time. my new room is nice, as well as my roommate, and my classes this semester seem like they're going to be really enjoyable. fuck yeah, journalism major.
i miss people. but i'm finally getting better at this moving on thing. being vegetarian has brightened my life in ways i never could have imagined. it's shitty outside today but i like it. maybe thats it- i'm like a total animal, my mood is dictated by the weather. hmm...
a shower, some pilates, and some good ol' money spending will cure me. and then DH and gray's!!!
okay, life isn't so miserable after all.
happy day all-
ps hahah look at the icon for "weird" mood...kinda sick huh? yeah when i feel weird i turn into a vampire...look out...
i got "let go" from my job today. fuck. that's a hell of a way to wake up, especially with a hangover and an unsuccessful sexual escapade on the plate right next to it. ahh, life. it just goes like that sometimes i guess. it's like there's some proverbial scale and god forbid the good outweighs the bad by too much at any given time. my new room is nice, as well as my roommate, and my classes this semester seem like they're going to be really enjoyable. fuck yeah, journalism major.
i miss people. but i'm finally getting better at this moving on thing. being vegetarian has brightened my life in ways i never could have imagined. it's shitty outside today but i like it. maybe thats it- i'm like a total animal, my mood is dictated by the weather. hmm...
a shower, some pilates, and some good ol' money spending will cure me. and then DH and gray's!!!
okay, life isn't so miserable after all.
happy day all-
ps hahah look at the icon for "weird" mood...kinda sick huh? yeah when i feel weird i turn into a vampire...look out...