May 12, 2007 18:48
WOHOOO! I finally did it~remembered my password that is. I don't even know where to begin on playing catch up. Do I begin with how I had a constant fear that I was harming my baby~rolling off bed at 4 weeks of age and snipping his finger when I was trimming his nails and making his poor baby finger bleed. He started saying Hi and Mama before he turned 3 months. At 14 weeks he weighs 20 pounds and is in size 4 diapers and 12 month clothing. He is my big beefy boy. He can roll over both ways and he loves sucking on his hands. He loves his sissy's so much. Daddy left on April 5th and the next day I saw the effects that it had on you. Around 6 that night you cried and cried and there was nothing I could do to console you. The next night same time same thing~I was at my whits end with you and decided we would go into the bedroom and I would rock you..you miss Daddy so much. We have been keeping busy and time seems to go by quick it's just sad that I want it to pass quickly so Daddy can be home with us and that when it does it just saddens me that one more day flew by that you are growing up so quickly and that Daddy isnt here to see. I am going to try and keep up with this more.