vengance made me hastily
HAPPY BRITHDAY ALIA THE BIG SISTER!!!!!!
CONTINUATION OF AN AUTO SAVE DRAFT!!!!
I have been living with a couple of my friends from college who happen to be a couple. I happen to have used to dated one for a short period of time. I love them both and am still annoyed at the guy sometimes but have the magical power of ignoring. They like having me here and I am trying to be at home in the Haight where I tracked in some street fleas but I think they only bit me and I have managed to kill them all. I ran for the first time finally in Golden Gate park as I have fantasized for years. Yay I can do strong days off.
Trying not to be tired, irregular sleep patterns, vigorous short bursts of excersize, tiny moments of enjoying the climate, writing a little, rocking out not being able to record, not being able to get good ideas down. Is it personal growth or just personal? I have been checking out places. I don't want to ware our my welcome here so I need to get more on that. should I take someplace I really don't want? wan't want want want. we do. we are human. we want love, we want things, we want community and comradery. and we want to be alone. and to think. we want to be lucid. or at least I home most of us do.
This morning I saw some young kids dressed in some neon colors one with a faret on a leash. and a hippie girl with a cat on lease and a shirt in a windo that said "tofu & heroin." This neighborhood has got me thinking all kinds of crazy thoughts about needing to get out of sf. I need a vacation and to travel for sort bursts. we just hierd some folks at work so maybe I can. they seem really solid and nice and I will help train them and hopefully so I can leave one day soon.
KURT I don't have any of your info anymore!!!
stickinyoureye@gmail.com
CONTINUATION OF AN AUTO SAVE DRAFT!!!!
I have been living with a couple of my friends from college who happen to be a couple. I happen to have used to dated one for a short period of time. I love them both and am still annoyed at the guy sometimes but have the magical power of ignoring. They like having me here and I am trying to be at home in the Haight where I tracked in some street fleas but I think they only bit me and I have managed to kill them all. I ran for the first time finally in Golden Gate park as I have fantasized for years. Yay I can do strong days off.
Trying not to be tired, irregular sleep patterns, vigorous short bursts of excersize, tiny moments of enjoying the climate, writing a little, rocking out not being able to record, not being able to get good ideas down. Is it personal growth or just personal? I have been checking out places. I don't want to ware our my welcome here so I need to get more on that. should I take someplace I really don't want? wan't want want want. we do. we are human. we want love, we want things, we want community and comradery. and we want to be alone. and to think. we want to be lucid. or at least I home most of us do.
This morning I saw some young kids dressed in some neon colors one with a faret on a leash. and a hippie girl with a cat on lease and a shirt in a windo that said "tofu & heroin." This neighborhood has got me thinking all kinds of crazy thoughts about needing to get out of sf. I need a vacation and to travel for sort bursts. we just hierd some folks at work so maybe I can. they seem really solid and nice and I will help train them and hopefully so I can leave one day soon.
KURT I don't have any of your info anymore!!!
stickinyoureye@gmail.com