HERES THE FUCKING TRUTH YOU ASSHOLES.
just to set the record straight.
My Boyfriend Is Not Abusive.
IN FACT, he put an END to the ABUSE i dealt with before him.
i really don't know where that stupid fucking rumor began.
possible from a jealous ex who for some reason got pissed at me that i found a new boyfriend
despite the fact we werent going out,
AND the fact that he FLAT OUT TOLD ME he'd never date me again.
said ex had COMPLETELY shot down Tommy's attempt at shaking his hand and making peace with him,
(Tommy had hoped they could both coexist in my life without trouble for My sake, but said ex wouldn't have it, for his own selfish reasons)
said ex had also plotted to make me CRY on my BIRTHDAY, despite the fact it had been nearly SIX MONTHS since we'd even spoken.
rumors flew, people made up a lot of STUPID bullshit.
TRUTH IS THIS::
I DESERTED EVERYONE I THOUGHT HAD TIES TO THAT EX.
I DID NOT WANT HIM TO KNOW A DAMN THING ABOUT MY LIFE, MY NEW BOYFRIEND, OR ANYTHING I WAS DOING.
I cut off a lot of people that i'd considered to be great friends,
because SOME people were leaking things about my life to my ex,
and i had now way of knowing exactly who, so i cut everyone out.
TRUTH IS THIS::
NO ONE WHO IS STILL TALKING ABOUT ME KNOWS A GODDAMN THING ABOUT TOMMY OR MY LIFE FROM THE PAST TWO YEARS
except my FRIENDS at Rutgers, and a few select other TRUSTWORTHY people whom i'm very fortunate to have.
I Cut Everyone Out. You all know who you are, i dont feel i should name you here.
But here's the TRUTH::
I CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE SO YOU WOULD STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT ME.
get your own fucking life, get over me, and stop making shit up about what you THINK my boyfriends like, or what you think goes on in my life.
its fucked up as hell that ihe and i have gone to the lengths of cutting off communication with many friends,
stopped writing in here,
stopped updating any myspace or facebook, etc.
so that you stupid fucking shits would have no fucking material to go on, and would stop talking about me.
(btw, before you get any stupid ideas, tommy deleted his own lj for professional reasons and dealing with his own nutbag ex)
ANYONE WITH COMMON SENSE, just think.....
anyone in my highschool knew how much i COMPLAINED and BICKERED and WHINED about my on-off relationship with my ex.
i complained so much about him, in fact, that i drove my friends away because they were sick of me complaining about him.
he and i never lasted more than EIGHT MONTHS straight together without breaking up.
and yet HERE am am, with Tommy, for OVER TWO YEARS STRAIGHT.
AND... ive had nearly NO COMPLAINTS!
and yet... people i HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO IN TWO YEARS
have the fucking goddamn NERVE
to STILL talk about ME and MY LIFE and MY RELATIONSHIP.
worse yet, they're talking out of their fucking ASSES. anyone who's still talking about my relationship with Tommy
100% truly does NOT know a THING about me anymore.
so no, for all of you pathetic worms who dont have enough of a life for yourself who need to keep gossipping about me,
sorry to burst your fucking bubble,
but no, Tommy is NOT abusive.
or any of the other shit you make up in your perverse little heads.
In fact, he's the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
he treats me RIGHT, has given me a boost in self-confidence,
has helped me through a lot of personal things,
and is simply the most amazing thing to have ever come into my life.
so to all of you who feel the need to talk about me still,
how about you leave out the whole
"so amanda's boyfriend's abusive, huh?" bullshit.
k. thanks.
My Boyfriend Is Not Abusive.
IN FACT, he put an END to the ABUSE i dealt with before him.
i really don't know where that stupid fucking rumor began.
possible from a jealous ex who for some reason got pissed at me that i found a new boyfriend
despite the fact we werent going out,
AND the fact that he FLAT OUT TOLD ME he'd never date me again.
said ex had COMPLETELY shot down Tommy's attempt at shaking his hand and making peace with him,
(Tommy had hoped they could both coexist in my life without trouble for My sake, but said ex wouldn't have it, for his own selfish reasons)
said ex had also plotted to make me CRY on my BIRTHDAY, despite the fact it had been nearly SIX MONTHS since we'd even spoken.
rumors flew, people made up a lot of STUPID bullshit.
TRUTH IS THIS::
I DESERTED EVERYONE I THOUGHT HAD TIES TO THAT EX.
I DID NOT WANT HIM TO KNOW A DAMN THING ABOUT MY LIFE, MY NEW BOYFRIEND, OR ANYTHING I WAS DOING.
I cut off a lot of people that i'd considered to be great friends,
because SOME people were leaking things about my life to my ex,
and i had now way of knowing exactly who, so i cut everyone out.
TRUTH IS THIS::
NO ONE WHO IS STILL TALKING ABOUT ME KNOWS A GODDAMN THING ABOUT TOMMY OR MY LIFE FROM THE PAST TWO YEARS
except my FRIENDS at Rutgers, and a few select other TRUSTWORTHY people whom i'm very fortunate to have.
I Cut Everyone Out. You all know who you are, i dont feel i should name you here.
But here's the TRUTH::
I CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE SO YOU WOULD STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT ME.
get your own fucking life, get over me, and stop making shit up about what you THINK my boyfriends like, or what you think goes on in my life.
its fucked up as hell that ihe and i have gone to the lengths of cutting off communication with many friends,
stopped writing in here,
stopped updating any myspace or facebook, etc.
so that you stupid fucking shits would have no fucking material to go on, and would stop talking about me.
(btw, before you get any stupid ideas, tommy deleted his own lj for professional reasons and dealing with his own nutbag ex)
ANYONE WITH COMMON SENSE, just think.....
anyone in my highschool knew how much i COMPLAINED and BICKERED and WHINED about my on-off relationship with my ex.
i complained so much about him, in fact, that i drove my friends away because they were sick of me complaining about him.
he and i never lasted more than EIGHT MONTHS straight together without breaking up.
and yet HERE am am, with Tommy, for OVER TWO YEARS STRAIGHT.
AND... ive had nearly NO COMPLAINTS!
and yet... people i HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO IN TWO YEARS
have the fucking goddamn NERVE
to STILL talk about ME and MY LIFE and MY RELATIONSHIP.
worse yet, they're talking out of their fucking ASSES. anyone who's still talking about my relationship with Tommy
100% truly does NOT know a THING about me anymore.
so no, for all of you pathetic worms who dont have enough of a life for yourself who need to keep gossipping about me,
sorry to burst your fucking bubble,
but no, Tommy is NOT abusive.
or any of the other shit you make up in your perverse little heads.
In fact, he's the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
he treats me RIGHT, has given me a boost in self-confidence,
has helped me through a lot of personal things,
and is simply the most amazing thing to have ever come into my life.
so to all of you who feel the need to talk about me still,
how about you leave out the whole
"so amanda's boyfriend's abusive, huh?" bullshit.
k. thanks.