It doesn't work like that
Doing exams and going out doesn''t work out too well.. It's only three weeks and then it'll be all over.. The point is.. I just cannot seem to find the path of balance between resting and working. I should push myself in the right direction. I should not care about the fact that my sis goes wild on someone's party right now. I should think of all those people attending as stupid morons who have fun.. but can also enjoy two more years of this stupid school ;p
Yesterday I went out to a club, paid an entrance fee of 13 euros and wasted about 10 on two drinks.. It actually really sucked in the beginning as the evening started with both of my friends texting and pinging with blackberry's (FYI I don't have one) So that left me to myself as we waited outside in the qeue.. it was freezing and I didn't recognize any of the other waiting people. JJ actually received a message from her sister that her mum was crying because she left before they came home (she went to my place, we live quite nearby.. few blocks)
so we had our doubts about going in or not.. but still we went.
The lady at the garderobe actually charged me the double fee as I handed over a jacket and a coat.. ( I don't earn so much, so it adds up quickly) We went to get some drinks.. I tried tequila, horrible taste.. I felt sick afterwards... eww.. gross. I prefer to stick with C and non-alchoholic beverages I suppose...
There were some cute guys however the attion I got was quite irritating.. They were mostly guys which got pushed by their friends so that they could apologise to me and try to go for a talk. unfortunately for them I'm very picky when it comes to flirting with guys just watching their looks from the inside.
To me, the inside is actually way more important. That's probably why K started to annoy me, he's just a prettyboy but his personality is just arrogant. He uses his cute smile and his shiny blue-greeny eyes to make girls fall for them and find company in going somewhere or providing him with work, like essays and helping hands..
I still catch myself from looking out for him.. because he's handsome I suppose and some guys at the club had a similar sense of dressing.. the same haircut... ugh.. leave me alone!! Back to studying those guys will have to wait until June.. and if I'll need a resit untill July.. Hope I can manage.. It's gonna be three though weeks...
Luvs, Miio
Yesterday I went out to a club, paid an entrance fee of 13 euros and wasted about 10 on two drinks.. It actually really sucked in the beginning as the evening started with both of my friends texting and pinging with blackberry's (FYI I don't have one) So that left me to myself as we waited outside in the qeue.. it was freezing and I didn't recognize any of the other waiting people. JJ actually received a message from her sister that her mum was crying because she left before they came home (she went to my place, we live quite nearby.. few blocks)
so we had our doubts about going in or not.. but still we went.
The lady at the garderobe actually charged me the double fee as I handed over a jacket and a coat.. ( I don't earn so much, so it adds up quickly) We went to get some drinks.. I tried tequila, horrible taste.. I felt sick afterwards... eww.. gross. I prefer to stick with C and non-alchoholic beverages I suppose...
There were some cute guys however the attion I got was quite irritating.. They were mostly guys which got pushed by their friends so that they could apologise to me and try to go for a talk. unfortunately for them I'm very picky when it comes to flirting with guys just watching their looks from the inside.
To me, the inside is actually way more important. That's probably why K started to annoy me, he's just a prettyboy but his personality is just arrogant. He uses his cute smile and his shiny blue-greeny eyes to make girls fall for them and find company in going somewhere or providing him with work, like essays and helping hands..
I still catch myself from looking out for him.. because he's handsome I suppose and some guys at the club had a similar sense of dressing.. the same haircut... ugh.. leave me alone!! Back to studying those guys will have to wait until June.. and if I'll need a resit untill July.. Hope I can manage.. It's gonna be three though weeks...
Luvs, Miio