[TaDaiki] また出会える日まで
Title: また出会える日まで *)
Author: miika_daiscent
Pairing: TaDaiki
Rating: Angst ; Romance
Word count: 1112 (it's short)
Beta'ed by: 18memories thank you so muuch alyssa.... I LOVE YOU!!><
Summary: He dared me not to call him or text him, and then what was waiting for me after a week I didn’t contact him? A short leave-taking letter…
Author note: Huwwaaa~ the first TaDaiki angst that I wrote… I still couldn’t believe it! But I was in the mood, so I hope my feeling reaches you guys, for whoever read this…^^ inspired by a random text message my friend sent to me…><
Note: *) Mata deaeru hi made : Until the day we meet again
You challenged me that time, saying with a tint of mischief in your voice, “Would you be able to not call and text me this whole week? I bet you can’t!” Upon hearing this, as a man how could I decline? So I accepted it, and resisted myself from calling or texting you, despite missing you so badly. And worse, I can’t even meet you because you said you need to go to your relative’s house in Osaka for about 2 weeks. ”How could you be so cruel to me? No call, no text and there’s no way I can catch a glimpse of your face? Meanie~” That was what I told you the last time we met. I remember that I was trying my best to act as adorable as possible with a pout that I know you can’t resist, but that time you fiercely pinched my cheeks and say “I won’t buy that pout, don’t you even try!”, and then you laughed wholeheartedly when you saw that I was pouting even more.
For the first 2 days, I managed to control myself to not call you or text you or even send you an email. I was satisfied just to look at our smiling faces in the photo that we took when we had our vacation in Okinawa a month ago. That time, I thought innocently that we could be live happily together, forever and maybe have another vacation soon -maybe in Hawaii or Bali?-, never would I have thought that you planned it to be our last vacation together.
For the next 5 days, I was anxious. I wanted to hear your voice, read your silly texts, I miss our midnight calls together. Are you really okay with this? Haven’t you missed me at all? You know how much I hated to lose. And I would never call you first if it was a challenge. Usually, you will always be the one who call me first, you knew my pride would never allow myself to admit that I miss you. But this time, it was already a week but I haven’t received any call, text or even an email from you. I ask you once again, is this really okay? Don’t you miss me?
Okay, for this once, I would admit that I miss you, and I wouldn’t give a damn at that fucking challenge, I just want to hear your voice! So I called you, but you didn’t pick up. I tried for about twenty times or so, till I finally heard a woman’s voice greeting me from the other line, I still remember at her trembling tone calling my name repeatedly, sobbing uncontrollably, “Daiki-kun~”
I frowned, why the hell your sister answer my call instead of you? I checked the number and it was really your number.
“Moshi-moshi, Yuu-chan?” I asked, confused.
She didn’t answer, only to start crying all over again. I had a bad feeling about this and I didn’t care anymore, I ran with all my might to your house only to see a bunch of people gathered at your house, wearing black suits. I came nearer and saw your smiling face hanging there, white lilies surrounding your photo. You were smiling at those people that came to give you their last mark of honor.
That time, I couldn’t even feel my feet again, I felt numb until Yama-chan came to me and hugged me. My whole body trembled and I fell to his embrace even more. I couldn’t believe this! You left me?? Are you fucking kidding me?? Do you think I could endure this pain? Do you think I can really live without you? I was mad at you, this is not fair!
And then the rest of our friends circled around me, Yama-chan and Inoo-chan was beside me, holding me tight in their warm embrace. And then I started to stumble and my knees were giving way, only to have Inoo-chan and Yama-chan supporting me to your room. I couldn’t really remember, but Yabu then handed me a blue envelope with your letter inside,
“Dai-chan~ you did it! You passed the challenge, bb! \o/ I’m so proud of you! >.< Now can you do it every day and every week for me? Until the day we meet again, I’ll be waiting...”
With Love, Takaki Yuya.What kind of letter is that?? You planned it since the beginning? You didn’t trust me enough, right? You didn’t even tell me about your illness. You didn’t tell me that the past whole week you were in hospital! You tried to protect me? You didn’t want to hurt me? Nonsense! Do you think I would be happy if you leave me like this? At least, if I knew you didn’t have so much time, I would make the last week of your life the happiest week for you… why didn’t you tell me? Why did you leave me like this?
But come to think of it, you’ve already told hinted me so many times, haven’t you? From when you said that you love me, I was the only one for you for the rest of your life that I have to be strong to be able to protect myself if you weren’t around me anymore. Your sad smile, your last embrace the last day we meet as if you didn’t want to let me go, you hugged me so tight that time and kissed me sweetly, and the day when you said, “Dai-chan, promise me until you find someone who better than me -and it may be so hard-, you won’t fall for anyone, okay?” What? Falling for other person? Are you a baka???
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain, even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and is no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love this way again. The way I’ve fallen for you.
But I’ll treasure your love, our memories. I won’t ever forget you, but I’ll move on… I’ll make you proud of me as your lover. It won’t be easy, but I’ll try my best, so don’t worry about me. I’ll be a stronger person, until the day we meet again… I love you, Takaki Yuya.
'You'll get over it...' It's these cliché words that cause trouble. To lose someone you love is to change the way you live. The pain may stop, there may be new people out there, but the gap never closes. Would it ever? The particular someone who matters enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death...’
*** END ***
My first-ever TaDaiki angst, and I felt really anxious about this..
Ooh, pls tell me that I did it right???><
Huwwaah~
blame my mood for writing a sad-ending like this..*hides I'll come again to check the messages.. LOL
Leave some okay? don't let me broken-hearted like Daichan..><
Author: miika_daiscent
Pairing: TaDaiki
Rating: Angst ; Romance
Word count: 1112 (it's short)
Beta'ed by: 18memories thank you so muuch alyssa.... I LOVE YOU!!><
Summary: He dared me not to call him or text him, and then what was waiting for me after a week I didn’t contact him? A short leave-taking letter…
Author note: Huwwaaa~ the first TaDaiki angst that I wrote… I still couldn’t believe it! But I was in the mood, so I hope my feeling reaches you guys, for whoever read this…^^ inspired by a random text message my friend sent to me…><
Note: *) Mata deaeru hi made : Until the day we meet again
You challenged me that time, saying with a tint of mischief in your voice, “Would you be able to not call and text me this whole week? I bet you can’t!” Upon hearing this, as a man how could I decline? So I accepted it, and resisted myself from calling or texting you, despite missing you so badly. And worse, I can’t even meet you because you said you need to go to your relative’s house in Osaka for about 2 weeks. ”How could you be so cruel to me? No call, no text and there’s no way I can catch a glimpse of your face? Meanie~” That was what I told you the last time we met. I remember that I was trying my best to act as adorable as possible with a pout that I know you can’t resist, but that time you fiercely pinched my cheeks and say “I won’t buy that pout, don’t you even try!”, and then you laughed wholeheartedly when you saw that I was pouting even more.
For the first 2 days, I managed to control myself to not call you or text you or even send you an email. I was satisfied just to look at our smiling faces in the photo that we took when we had our vacation in Okinawa a month ago. That time, I thought innocently that we could be live happily together, forever and maybe have another vacation soon -maybe in Hawaii or Bali?-, never would I have thought that you planned it to be our last vacation together.
For the next 5 days, I was anxious. I wanted to hear your voice, read your silly texts, I miss our midnight calls together. Are you really okay with this? Haven’t you missed me at all? You know how much I hated to lose. And I would never call you first if it was a challenge. Usually, you will always be the one who call me first, you knew my pride would never allow myself to admit that I miss you. But this time, it was already a week but I haven’t received any call, text or even an email from you. I ask you once again, is this really okay? Don’t you miss me?
Okay, for this once, I would admit that I miss you, and I wouldn’t give a damn at that fucking challenge, I just want to hear your voice! So I called you, but you didn’t pick up. I tried for about twenty times or so, till I finally heard a woman’s voice greeting me from the other line, I still remember at her trembling tone calling my name repeatedly, sobbing uncontrollably, “Daiki-kun~”
I frowned, why the hell your sister answer my call instead of you? I checked the number and it was really your number.
“Moshi-moshi, Yuu-chan?” I asked, confused.
She didn’t answer, only to start crying all over again. I had a bad feeling about this and I didn’t care anymore, I ran with all my might to your house only to see a bunch of people gathered at your house, wearing black suits. I came nearer and saw your smiling face hanging there, white lilies surrounding your photo. You were smiling at those people that came to give you their last mark of honor.
That time, I couldn’t even feel my feet again, I felt numb until Yama-chan came to me and hugged me. My whole body trembled and I fell to his embrace even more. I couldn’t believe this! You left me?? Are you fucking kidding me?? Do you think I could endure this pain? Do you think I can really live without you? I was mad at you, this is not fair!
And then the rest of our friends circled around me, Yama-chan and Inoo-chan was beside me, holding me tight in their warm embrace. And then I started to stumble and my knees were giving way, only to have Inoo-chan and Yama-chan supporting me to your room. I couldn’t really remember, but Yabu then handed me a blue envelope with your letter inside,
“Dai-chan~ you did it! You passed the challenge, bb! \o/ I’m so proud of you! >.< Now can you do it every day and every week for me? Until the day we meet again, I’ll be waiting...”
With Love, Takaki Yuya.What kind of letter is that?? You planned it since the beginning? You didn’t trust me enough, right? You didn’t even tell me about your illness. You didn’t tell me that the past whole week you were in hospital! You tried to protect me? You didn’t want to hurt me? Nonsense! Do you think I would be happy if you leave me like this? At least, if I knew you didn’t have so much time, I would make the last week of your life the happiest week for you… why didn’t you tell me? Why did you leave me like this?
But come to think of it, you’ve already told hinted me so many times, haven’t you? From when you said that you love me, I was the only one for you for the rest of your life that I have to be strong to be able to protect myself if you weren’t around me anymore. Your sad smile, your last embrace the last day we meet as if you didn’t want to let me go, you hugged me so tight that time and kissed me sweetly, and the day when you said, “Dai-chan, promise me until you find someone who better than me -and it may be so hard-, you won’t fall for anyone, okay?” What? Falling for other person? Are you a baka???
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain, even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and is no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love this way again. The way I’ve fallen for you.
But I’ll treasure your love, our memories. I won’t ever forget you, but I’ll move on… I’ll make you proud of me as your lover. It won’t be easy, but I’ll try my best, so don’t worry about me. I’ll be a stronger person, until the day we meet again… I love you, Takaki Yuya.
'You'll get over it...' It's these cliché words that cause trouble. To lose someone you love is to change the way you live. The pain may stop, there may be new people out there, but the gap never closes. Would it ever? The particular someone who matters enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death...’
*** END ***
My first-ever TaDaiki angst, and I felt really anxious about this..
Ooh, pls tell me that I did it right???><
Huwwaah~
blame my mood for writing a sad-ending like this..*hides I'll come again to check the messages.. LOL
Leave some okay? don't let me broken-hearted like Daichan..><