transforming a broken heart into hope
🎉 happy new year! 🎉
i am ignoring the news in my country. ok not ignoring it, just not going to write about it; i'll leave it at "my body felt like shit before i saw the news for a reason"
for whatever reason, my sibling came home for the holidays despite being deep into covid. i was mad before when i got the news they were coming (via flight itinerary email smh) and the whole time they were here. honestly? i'm still mad. and i kept trying to bring it up bc they certainly thought restricting travelling didn't apply to them? they also went to my friend's for thanksgiving. in la. where it's a cesspool of confirmed cases. just so fucking mad. they're finally back at their place so great, i won't need to see them for ages now.
my work location is closed, we're working from home indefinitely but encouraged to transfer elsewhere, except there aren't postings up for transferring and i'm not stressed out enough with the last ten months but sure. fine. i can deal with that. flying out to check out other offices except it's not safe to travel at all. spending my own money because no one knows if we'll get relocation benefits even though we should bc we didn't have a choice on this. but whatever! luckily i have the money to do it even if i didn't want it spent on this.
in happier news: thank you sixtones for having virtual concerts... so much serotonin......................... yes i watched the 1/6 and 1/7 shows and yes i watched with minamoto bc who else would i do it with? their new album if so fucking good and for the tour to be for 1st and st to be the second from the end just to make it an emotional end................ rude of them... i loved it but RUDE OF THEM. nts that i need to order one of the albums, i haven't decided which one since they all have different bonus tracks.
i had more to say, i can't remember what about besides that i've been watching travis japan content bc i'm always a step or ten behind minamoto these days lmao i had said i couldn't adopt more children, now i'm just waiting for it to happen one way or another.
