Him

[mihoshi_kun]

The thing is, I love him.
I can't tell him.
He loves another.
He's been betrayed by others.
He never comes to me for help.
But in the end.
As long as I'm near him.
I'm ok.
As long as her's near me.
There for me.
I'm alright.
I'll be just fine.

So...who am I talking about?

He's oh so yummy.
So close.
Yet too far to reach out and hold onto.
He's athletic.
He's lean.
He's what every girl dreams of.
He's there for you.
If you want him there or not.
But that's not the point.
In the end it doesn't matter.
Because he's never there when you want him to really be there.

So....who am I talking about?

He's one of a kind.
Unique.
I'd give my life to save him
But you know.
It's not all that bad.
Being near is all I need.
He doesn't even need me.
I don't need to be around.
He doesn't need me at all.
Why... why not?
I'm not worth his company.
Truely, that's what I think.
I'm not worth his time.
His attention.
His affection.
Nothing.

So...who am I talking about?

The most recent guy who's made me cry.
Tears that I haven't cried in years.
He's made me spill my heart and soul.
In search for answers.
In search for love.
In search for tenderness.
But most of all.
He made me feel.
He made me care.
And i'll never forget.