What I'm thinking...
Today I've been thinking very negatively, and I don't know why. I think it's cause my friends keep bugging me about how I'm feeling and my mom is erking me to the point where I just wanna break down. So, since I'm thinking so negatively, I think I will write my thoughts in lyric form.
I close my eyes, and all I see is you.
I close my eyes, I try to sleep I cant forget you...
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along...
Why cant a find a way to end all this pain,
I'm thinking that it's starting to drive me insain...
Are you really there,
Or am I only dreaming?
Most of the negative thoughts I've had are of Eric... I just cant help the fact that he lives so much farther away from me now... I cant even supervise what he does anymore... I think I'm just afraid I might lose him, and I know he says I wont, but I just dont know... I'm very disturbed on the subject...
*Mihoko*
I close my eyes, and all I see is you.
I close my eyes, I try to sleep I cant forget you...
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along...
Why cant a find a way to end all this pain,
I'm thinking that it's starting to drive me insain...
Are you really there,
Or am I only dreaming?
Most of the negative thoughts I've had are of Eric... I just cant help the fact that he lives so much farther away from me now... I cant even supervise what he does anymore... I think I'm just afraid I might lose him, and I know he says I wont, but I just dont know... I'm very disturbed on the subject...
*Mihoko*