Watch out world, I have a computer now!
(First person)
Alright, so this will take some time to get used to, but I think I can do it. I was a good girl and hooked my computer up by myself after a long hard day of doing nothing! I spent most of the morning wandering around town today to pick up the necesarry parts that I needed for my computer, like the monitor and the mouse, as well as the computer itself. What a chore!
So after I set it all on the desk I just bought for my apartment, I just left it there and sprawled out on the couch with a tub of Ben and Jerry's ice cream so I could zone out while attempting to wath Young and the Restless - it was not a success. I just can't seem to concentrate on that sort of garbage, so I turned it to the food network to watch Rachel Ray. Even though I hate her, but still what can you do?
My day was blindingly boring today, besides the excitement of getting my first computer, because I couldn't seriously find anything to do on my day off! It was impossibly boring! I couldn't even watch the porn channel without sighing in boredom - I think I'm getting fat from all this ice cream.
God...I'm going to get so fat, like a fucking blubber-horse. No one will look at me then, I'll get fired and I'll lose my apartment and go back as a failure! Mom will surely laugh at me, but not int he incredulous 'oh my god she's joking' way when I said I was a stripper, but in the 'I knew strippers couldn't make it' kind of laugh. God she gets on my nerves anymore! Always calling and bothering me, asking when I'm coming home, ugh! I'm not! I'm not, I'm not, I'm not! Until next holiday I suppose, I won't be that mean of a daughter.
I just can't handle the disapproval in her eyes when she looks at me - she doesn't see me as you know, a fit girl who is happy with what she does, making a lot of money and can command the eyes of a hundred men in a single crowd. She sees me as dirty, I guess. Whatever.
Damnit, now I'm mad. I guess I'm signing off, my invisible readers. Love and peace, my friends!
Miho