Aug 16, 2004 16:27
fuck fuck fuck. My livejournal entry was just lost forever, because this stupid internet cafe has the stupidest fucking system ever created. Well here´s at least a summery of the drivel. Barcelona. Boy she´s a bigun! I´ve seen all the major Gaudí stuff, the picasso museum, the living statues on the Las Ramblas statue. Golden Cowboy statue definitely beats silver elvis. I need a guitar. Frustation from the lack there of. Day dreams. I can´t write about love any longer without spewing it out. I sound a little too goofy writing about it. What is love? Wow. Is it when you will sacrifice youself or well being for somebody else? I´m just going to care about people and hope they care about me too. This isn´t sadness your reading here. It´s hard to have a good tone in a live journal. I´m just saying when I write about love it´s really pretentious. Oye. This is a livejournal, isn´t it? Life is so funny. Well...no interesting dreams lately, I´ve just seen a lot of transvestite prostitutes near las Rablas here, in the seedier part of Barcelona. If you´ve ever loved anybody I think, you know that it doesn´t envolve up beat feminine hygeine music. I don´t think it´s spontaneous either. Wow. When did I become so jaded? I´m not. Don´t worry. There aren´t candles. There can be a lot of frustration. I´m so glad people listen to love songs and watch terrible movies to have a completely unhealthy idea of how human beings should act toward each other, let alone feel about each other. Well, life is good. I can´t really complain. I just needed to let that out I suppose. I feel better now. Why does this stuff have to be so self-indulgent? Oh, boy. There´s no real place for those who analyze everything.
Psychology works okay,
Miguelisimo,
With Sugar On Top!