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New layout. I had time.
Ah, what to write now? Pinata is still working hard, we're playing some gigs, hanging out, writing music, just having a great time. It's work, but at the same time, it's so fun you forget it's really work.
I haven't talked to Mikey, Rayna, Nadja, or Dez in months. Basically all ties to Coal Chamber are lost. And I don't really know if I care or not right now.
I've tried to reach Jay a few times, and of course I still see Amir, but everything feels different.
It's not that bad. We've all grown, and moved on. Mike has gone on with his life, and I've continued with mine. And I don't even know what he's gone on to. I haven't heard a word about him in months. But I do want to know what he's doing. Even if he won't talk to me because I was a complete asshole to him.
Not that I blame him for not wanting to talk to me. I was a jerk.
I was going to write a long entry. But I can't get everything out, so forget it. That sounded cheap. Let's try that again. I don't have the energy right now.
Ah, what to write now? Pinata is still working hard, we're playing some gigs, hanging out, writing music, just having a great time. It's work, but at the same time, it's so fun you forget it's really work.
I haven't talked to Mikey, Rayna, Nadja, or Dez in months. Basically all ties to Coal Chamber are lost. And I don't really know if I care or not right now.
I've tried to reach Jay a few times, and of course I still see Amir, but everything feels different.
It's not that bad. We've all grown, and moved on. Mike has gone on with his life, and I've continued with mine. And I don't even know what he's gone on to. I haven't heard a word about him in months. But I do want to know what he's doing. Even if he won't talk to me because I was a complete asshole to him.
Not that I blame him for not wanting to talk to me. I was a jerk.
I was going to write a long entry. But I can't get everything out, so forget it. That sounded cheap. Let's try that again. I don't have the energy right now.