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It has been forever since I updated. I'm getting really fucking bad at this, aren't I? I used to be good at updating, I used to update a lot. Now I just suck. I don't know, things have happened that just make me so reluctant to say or do anything about.
Mikey is fine, but Kristyn is not. I'm not even going to talk about that, because it's not technically my business. I but feel bad for it all anyway. My condolences, guys. I know you really wanted it all, but sometimes I guess you just can't have what you want. I guess I speak from experience, just a little.
Matt, Brian, Sarah, Odyssey, Winger, Stitch, and I have been hanging out a LOT more lately. There were arguments and problems in the past, but things are going well now. It's the whole communications thing. Like you said, Odyssey, I may be a good musician, but my social skills really suck sometimes. And I agree, I do tend to pull away often. But it's this subconscious thing I don't know how to control. I'm trying, though. I'm really trying.
The deal we thought we had fell through. Well, it fell through a long time ago, but I was so incredibly disappointed that I didn't want to talk about it. I don't really want to talk about it now, either. But that's the story, the deal didn't work out.
I'm living with Jamie currently. And I'm still going through court battles for my daughter. Mikey's been really supportive, despite our past problems. I love him so much.
I really cannot think of anything else to say. My updates as of late have been very short. But no one reads this thing anymore anyway. I guess it gives me a bit more freedom to say what I want, but it's not like I didn't already do that.
Meegs
Mikey is fine, but Kristyn is not. I'm not even going to talk about that, because it's not technically my business. I but feel bad for it all anyway. My condolences, guys. I know you really wanted it all, but sometimes I guess you just can't have what you want. I guess I speak from experience, just a little.
Matt, Brian, Sarah, Odyssey, Winger, Stitch, and I have been hanging out a LOT more lately. There were arguments and problems in the past, but things are going well now. It's the whole communications thing. Like you said, Odyssey, I may be a good musician, but my social skills really suck sometimes. And I agree, I do tend to pull away often. But it's this subconscious thing I don't know how to control. I'm trying, though. I'm really trying.
The deal we thought we had fell through. Well, it fell through a long time ago, but I was so incredibly disappointed that I didn't want to talk about it. I don't really want to talk about it now, either. But that's the story, the deal didn't work out.
I'm living with Jamie currently. And I'm still going through court battles for my daughter. Mikey's been really supportive, despite our past problems. I love him so much.
I really cannot think of anything else to say. My updates as of late have been very short. But no one reads this thing anymore anyway. I guess it gives me a bit more freedom to say what I want, but it's not like I didn't already do that.
Meegs