hello everyone
hello, this is my first time using this so let me just introduce myself, my names miguel, im 20 years old, have two children, my ex left me my sons and just took off out of our lives, which has been hard raising two kids solo , i met my recent girlfriend about 2 years ago thru a friend, but we met thru the phone never seen her in person, which sucks, but weve been with eachother for those long 2 years, i hate the long distance between us, shes really great to me and my kids, my kids love her as if she were their mother. things lately have been gettn harder and harder, we have our good and bad days, it sucks cuz i aint there with her, and i dont know what to do sometimes, shes the type where if situations get bad shell cut herself or try overdosing with pills or smoke or try killing herself, she does this at times when things arent going to her way, she gets fusturated cuz we aint together, and tho we try, things just dont work, so we keep trying. i try my best to keep her away from harming herself i try bribing her or sucking up i tell her a million times that shes the best gf ever and that i love her,and nuthing works, she cuts me out a lot and shuts me up, she is bipolor and it makes things a lil bit harder. weve delt thru a lot in our past, shes also the type where if i aint giving her the attention shell find it elsewhr by cheating or what not, weve delt with that and she says she changes so i try my best to give her all the attention she needs, its hard not being there with her and i know its hard for her, this past week shes gave me news that her family will be moving far away and since we have not found eachother yet it makes things worser, she deserves the happiness she wants, ever since ive met her, id always do anything to make her happy. but there is one thing thatl make her the happiest is to be with me, but its hard to find her. so im just looking for advice or friends,anything that will help there is more to it but when she does these things i wanna just yell and tell her to stop that im trying my best, but i dont i hold it all in and just try making her feel better.