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Tonight was raw. Imperfect, surreal, high, amazing, juvenile, low, I can't even think of enough adjedctives to describe it. I just close my eyes and I see Greg and Lauren and I giggling like little kids at jumping on the trampoline. and laying there silent and still looking up at night sky. If I could bottle up memories I would save that one. And I see hugging Rebecca out by our cars and knowing I say or do can be enough but my hug might can show how much I care. and knowing at least one person must think I'm pretty or nice or both. Its makes me afraid. Afraid of what lies ahead where there are no trampolines or cul-de-sacs or phone calls to let you know what life is. Tonight was real, it was life. I love everyone who was a part of today. I feel so so blessed. Everything will always be okay because we are strong and we can pull through in the clutch. We deserve the world and soon enough it will be waiting for us to come and get it. Go and get it. One of a kind, magical, irreplacable.