Dec 15, 2004 18:36
I'm really really excited about all the gifts I've bout so far. I only have like two left to go and I'll be completely finished with it all. I am also getting really excited about Becky's Party! So much fun to be had in the next two weeks. Finals are kind of killing me but I think everything is gonna turn out okay. I feel all funny inside too. I feel emotional and lonely. Its kind of word even when I'm surrounded by people. It kind of feels like my world is caving in. I really really miss my mommy. I guess its cause its close to the holidays and this is the first christmas I've spent away from her. I miss her always being home. I miss the tree always being lit and the fire always being aglow. I miss her baking banana bread and me always stealing some and running away and it eating it. I miss stockings and wreaths. Everything is different here. I dont kknow where the gift boxes are or if we have any wrapping paper and sometimes it makes me want to cry. Not just my mommy but everything. I feel like I'm lacking joy.
RULES: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions...no more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I will answer it. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.