annie waits; but not for me.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I wanna kick myself. hard. I am having troubles and I don't even know what my troubles are with. I hate this. I'm tired of being me. See the skirt thing, thats an ambling out into the world without brooke because I was never in the world of skirts. I wanna chop my hair, I want to be skinny, I want bangs, I want to be different, unique. But I am just a replica of every other lazy bored person at our god forsaken high school. busy busy. but never ever really doing something. I am scared of life. but do I even care as much as I always thought I did? yes and thats the problem. damn me and my hair and everything else that makes me regualar. I'd give anything not to be regular.