Aug 26, 2004 15:52
[i am] V.J.
[i want] my life back
[i have] too many problems
[i wish] to be happy
[i hate] homework, being heartbroken, my life (sometimes)
[i miss] Rachel
[i fear] losing those i love
[i write] poems, letters, my thoughts
[i feel] so dry
[i crave] sex (i really do)
[i regret] not knowing my grandmother better
[i love] my parents, my brother, and everyone else
[i am not] in a happy mood
[i believe] in God!!!!
[i listen] music
[i cry] alot! close to everyday
[i trust] only 3 people
[i remember] not too much
[i try] to find happyness
[i laugh] all the time
[i fight] with borris
[i lose] in basketball when i play against borris
[i yell] seldomly
[i never] want to turn from God ever again!!
[i hope] that i'll be happy one day
[i am happy] when im around those who love me and care for me
[i expect] to live long and strong and live a happy life
[i think] life is hard
[i dream] about my first love falling back in love with me (i know it aint gon happen)
[i fantasize] a happy life
[i confuse] alot of ppl even myself sometimes
[i can be found] never, im lost in my own mind
[i should stop] being rude