Aug 08, 2004 21:14
life.. life is ok, cant really complain you know? alot of things have been happening. my grandma passed away today, i'm cool about it though cause like erik and Borris said, she's in a better place now, i should be happy. happy not cause she's gone but because she's with God now, she's happy. i know ima miss her cause we had alot of inside jokes. lol, Cat remember "No more paper towels! paper towels cost mucho money!" lmao! her accent made it the best! boy, you never know how much you'll miss something or someone until its gone << i believe that!
I got a call yesterday from Borris and that was really unexpected. i had left him alone cause i wasnt really sure where this whole situation was going and i didnt want to make anything worse so yea. But he called and i was like wow! cause the night b4 i was praying about that, praying that we could talk like normal, like "the old days" it felt so good to hear his voice cause Lord knows i needed to hear a familiar voice! and today i called him and it feels good cause now i know he's truly there for me and he does really care. all i can say is thank you to God! with out him, whos knows where or what i'd be doing now.
i also wanted to say thank you to Rachel. Ma you've helped me through so much in this past week! lol yea i know its like you say it wasnt you it was God working through you. but thanks anyways, i love you so much and i miss you so much!