i cried tonight
why do people always seem to let you down? every fucking time it seems that things might be looking up, they have to be complete assholes and stab you in the back.
i just want to move on w/ my live, make new friends, keep some of the old ones, but as of right now i can only think of 4 worth keeping.
i've been so confused lately...about everything, i miss hanging out w/ certain people like old times, i miss having that one person that you knew you could talk to about anything and everything, i miss feeling like somebody actually "cared" for me as more then a friend, i miss my old life, my old loves
i've decided that after high school i'm gonna still live at home b/c i won't have enough money saved up to move out but since i'm going to school on the other side of town i'm gonna be crashing at all of my friends houses during the week
i need a life changing experiece to happen to me.........soon, something, anything to make me feel like the old me again
and i've decided i want to learn how to play pool and become amazing at it!
oh and i got a new job as a receptionist at the dr. phillips supercuts so i finally get to make some money
and i want a prom date, i need one, to boost my self-esteem but i only really want to go w/ one person and i dont even know if he's going to prom or not
i think i blew something that i've been wanting to happen for over a year now, WHY I ASK YOU....WHY?!?!?!?!
i just want to move on w/ my live, make new friends, keep some of the old ones, but as of right now i can only think of 4 worth keeping.
i've been so confused lately...about everything, i miss hanging out w/ certain people like old times, i miss having that one person that you knew you could talk to about anything and everything, i miss feeling like somebody actually "cared" for me as more then a friend, i miss my old life, my old loves
i've decided that after high school i'm gonna still live at home b/c i won't have enough money saved up to move out but since i'm going to school on the other side of town i'm gonna be crashing at all of my friends houses during the week
i need a life changing experiece to happen to me.........soon, something, anything to make me feel like the old me again
and i've decided i want to learn how to play pool and become amazing at it!
oh and i got a new job as a receptionist at the dr. phillips supercuts so i finally get to make some money
and i want a prom date, i need one, to boost my self-esteem but i only really want to go w/ one person and i dont even know if he's going to prom or not
i think i blew something that i've been wanting to happen for over a year now, WHY I ASK YOU....WHY?!?!?!?!