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I feel left out right now. From both my friends and my family. I need to stop working so much. I am losing myself in work and I feel like I am a slave to money. All day I am catering to other people. I'm getting paid, but I don't have time to spend with anyone. At ColdStone it's not so bad in terms of talking to people, it's laid back, but it is a lot of hard work physically. BounceU is mentally draining because I am just talking to moms all day and dealing with parties and constantly moving and talking. I have to be mentally in check cause I don't want to screw anything up at that job. I'm starting to get to the point where I feel like am I going to work the rest of my life. After I get my degree and I move out, I am not going to be able to sit back and be with my friends like I can some days now. So why work so much?
I am playing soccer this summer!! I am so excited!! I wanted to cry when I found out I was going to play this summer. :). I'm number 19..which is my age and I think this is the first time I ever had a number that was the same age as me. Well when I was 4 I was number 4 in kindergarten.
Time to go to job 2.
I am playing soccer this summer!! I am so excited!! I wanted to cry when I found out I was going to play this summer. :). I'm number 19..which is my age and I think this is the first time I ever had a number that was the same age as me. Well when I was 4 I was number 4 in kindergarten.
Time to go to job 2.