I feel like actually treating this like a journal
Apparently I have an anti-theft thing in my car. I left my lights on (I thought it was on auto) cause I am an idiot sometimes. Well anyways I went to work and Nancy (my boss from BounceU) told me lights were on. So I went to check if my car would start, and SURPRISE! it didn't. So Ogeen jumped it, and I tried to start it myself and it wouldn't start. I called my dealer and he said it had to be towed because it will not start and the car thinks it is being stolen. I am a little confused. So if I jump my car...and I try to start it on its own...it locks and won't start??? W/e it is under warranty and I got a battery out of it. Well I guess I won't have to worry about it being stolen at school :). I am getting iffy about my car. I am getting horrible feeling the dealer screwed me over.
I handle my workoholicness pretty well. I'm managing to pull in a lot of money and keep my grades up. But in the fall, I can't keep doing this. I need to get involved with my school or something. Like join a sorority or volunteer at Beaumout. I keep being a lame Leslie and I just work and go to school. Work and school can only make my resume so fancy. I mean I will still work...just not 30-35 hours a week. BounceU is getting old quickly. With Kids coughing in my face and over protective moms making a fuss...I can only hold back from smacking someone for so long. Did I mention I had to clean up pee and puke already? I was so proud of myself that I toughed it out and didn't barf! :) The job is easy and I get paid much more than I do at Cold Stone just to sit behind a desk and be happy. (which I am good at)
A spider was just crawling on my knee and it wouldn't die. Now I feel the need to confiscate my entire room for more spiders.
Whenever I feel a headache coming on I eat chocolate. That sounds like a problem.
This will be the first spring I will not play soccer since I was in preschool. I don't know if people notice this, the smell of mud and grass once it becomes warm. Once I smell that I am going to feel weird. I'm going to feel like I am forgetting to do something all the time. I almost want to cry thinking about it. You wouldn't think a person would missing running around like a looney lady to kick a ball, but I do. Well now I have car payments/car insurance, and other things to pay for, so I have to work. I hate saying that, but it's true.
I have been thinking. Ya that's it. I lost my train of thought.
I miss playing guitar. I played for a while two days ago. I don't really understand why I lost the motivation to play. Just like I don't know why the motivation to draw or do anything creative that I used to do. There is something from preventing me to want to do anything..and I can't call it laziness because..well I'm not lazy. I think I am experiencing an identity crisis, but I won't get into that. That's calling for a friends only entry.
I have to write a paper tonight. I have about two pages done, but I need two more.
farts.
I handle my workoholicness pretty well. I'm managing to pull in a lot of money and keep my grades up. But in the fall, I can't keep doing this. I need to get involved with my school or something. Like join a sorority or volunteer at Beaumout. I keep being a lame Leslie and I just work and go to school. Work and school can only make my resume so fancy. I mean I will still work...just not 30-35 hours a week. BounceU is getting old quickly. With Kids coughing in my face and over protective moms making a fuss...I can only hold back from smacking someone for so long. Did I mention I had to clean up pee and puke already? I was so proud of myself that I toughed it out and didn't barf! :) The job is easy and I get paid much more than I do at Cold Stone just to sit behind a desk and be happy. (which I am good at)
A spider was just crawling on my knee and it wouldn't die. Now I feel the need to confiscate my entire room for more spiders.
Whenever I feel a headache coming on I eat chocolate. That sounds like a problem.
This will be the first spring I will not play soccer since I was in preschool. I don't know if people notice this, the smell of mud and grass once it becomes warm. Once I smell that I am going to feel weird. I'm going to feel like I am forgetting to do something all the time. I almost want to cry thinking about it. You wouldn't think a person would missing running around like a looney lady to kick a ball, but I do. Well now I have car payments/car insurance, and other things to pay for, so I have to work. I hate saying that, but it's true.
I have been thinking. Ya that's it. I lost my train of thought.
I miss playing guitar. I played for a while two days ago. I don't really understand why I lost the motivation to play. Just like I don't know why the motivation to draw or do anything creative that I used to do. There is something from preventing me to want to do anything..and I can't call it laziness because..well I'm not lazy. I think I am experiencing an identity crisis, but I won't get into that. That's calling for a friends only entry.
I have to write a paper tonight. I have about two pages done, but I need two more.
farts.