Jul 28, 2005 22:31
I have this overbearing wish, no need, to just fall away, to disappear from everyone's radar. All I am doing is bringing the people I love the most pain. And if I have to be alone, if I have to take on the world's suffering so that I may see them smile, then so be it.
Thats a sacrifice that I have no choice but to make. I know now, happiness was never meant for me.
I need to stop trying to be happy if it only brings everyone else pain...