Aug 30, 2013 22:14
I am enjoying the present.
To be presented with choices on what I wanna do for leisure.
I have enough money to get by.
I can gym as much as I want to.
Play as much games I want to.
I have friends I can hang out with.
but it is unsettling
Because I cannot see my future.
I cannot sing any love songs and cry to hearts content.
I have nothing I really wanna get, or buy.
I do not have anything to look forward to.
I am worried because I live in Singapore
The imminent doom if you do not inch forward, if you stay stagnant.
The picture of eaten alive if you stay put
Maybe I should not title this as void.
Because amongst the emptiness, there is worry clawing to me.