purging high
i hate that lightheaded i feel like my head is floating sensation i get from a few days on a b/p binge. haha. b/p binge. anyway. i feel like total and complete shit.
i'm afriad of what my bf's going to say when i come home and drink two glasses of wine. sigh.
i want to work out tonight, shower instead of showering tomorrow morning but i probably will shower tomorrow. i want to do my nails. i dunno that may wait until tomorrow.
god i hate that fake-hunger after a purge. the knawing.
god saw some gorgeous shots of jenna jameson she's marvelous... besides the whole porn thing... her body is amazing.
i need to go tanning i'm like a sheet of paper.
i'm really rambling but i'm so tired i can't really piece my thoughts together properly... don't want to drive home,
at least the snow has stopped,
but not the cold.
i'm afriad of what my bf's going to say when i come home and drink two glasses of wine. sigh.
i want to work out tonight, shower instead of showering tomorrow morning but i probably will shower tomorrow. i want to do my nails. i dunno that may wait until tomorrow.
god i hate that fake-hunger after a purge. the knawing.
god saw some gorgeous shots of jenna jameson she's marvelous... besides the whole porn thing... her body is amazing.
i need to go tanning i'm like a sheet of paper.
i'm really rambling but i'm so tired i can't really piece my thoughts together properly... don't want to drive home,
at least the snow has stopped,
but not the cold.