hrm.
so bc i work for a jewish-run company... i'm posting from my desk at work. this sucks. i mean royally. what private small company is open on xmas eve? ridiculous. and it's only bc the owner is in arizona, so his horrid pathetic excuse of an office manager is in control right now. i mean honest to god worlds biggest cow, she's just disgusting and cruel. i mean truly disgusting to look at.
the woman is like, 55, and is wearing LEGGINGS with KNEE HIGH BOOTS.
i mean shit. i wouldn't evenw ear that to the office and i'm uhm i dunno much smaller than her and 23! ugh.
sorry. this is just such a crap day. couldn't sleep last night, and tonight....
FAMILY PARTY.
=food
=me running to bathrooms to purge
=alcohol
=possibly making a fool of myself
=being horribly hungover tomorrow
=and being bloated all day tomorrow bc lets face it, i have no freakin self control when it comes to holidays.
and i've been wanting to cut out all of this drinking i do much too often and ... well i guess i'll 'go out with a bang.' it's next to impossible not to drink when i'm stuck with my family all night.
AND ITS AT MY HOUSE THIS YEAR. so lucky me, i get to do cleanup. 20-some people are coming tonight plus the wife of a friend
i DESPISE her she's utterly wretched
and i'm just so not looking forward to it. wow i'm such a a scrooge. i usually love xmas!!! it's just, this year....
i'm so depressed.
hope all of you are having a much better xmas eve. happy holidays
the woman is like, 55, and is wearing LEGGINGS with KNEE HIGH BOOTS.
i mean shit. i wouldn't evenw ear that to the office and i'm uhm i dunno much smaller than her and 23! ugh.
sorry. this is just such a crap day. couldn't sleep last night, and tonight....
FAMILY PARTY.
=food
=me running to bathrooms to purge
=alcohol
=possibly making a fool of myself
=being horribly hungover tomorrow
=and being bloated all day tomorrow bc lets face it, i have no freakin self control when it comes to holidays.
and i've been wanting to cut out all of this drinking i do much too often and ... well i guess i'll 'go out with a bang.' it's next to impossible not to drink when i'm stuck with my family all night.
AND ITS AT MY HOUSE THIS YEAR. so lucky me, i get to do cleanup. 20-some people are coming tonight plus the wife of a friend
i DESPISE her she's utterly wretched
and i'm just so not looking forward to it. wow i'm such a a scrooge. i usually love xmas!!! it's just, this year....
i'm so depressed.
hope all of you are having a much better xmas eve. happy holidays