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wow. just to clarify things: please, stop posting anonymously on this journal. honestly, the comments are a bit hurtful and not to mention a little invasive. or just post w/your username. stop being a coward while insulting me.
meanwhile...
right now, i'm at home, on bedrest. turns out i have a kidney infection, which is horrible, and it's put me in horrible pain. the doctor wanted to place me in the hospital but i managed to talk her out of it. i just have to check back in on saturday to make sure i'm recovering well. i hate hospitals.
i hate, hate, hate hospitals.
i feel like shit, and i look like shit, my skin is so pasty and my hair is everywhere and i can't wear my contacts, bc one of my meds turns my contacts yellow. the only good thing is that i don't really have to eat, just drink tons of water and pedialite.
btw, pedialite in wonderful. if you're fasting. it gives so many vitamins and minerals, enough for an entire day in one of them. it's the only thing that helps me when i feel v dizzy or i feel a blackout coming on.
and turns out, my blood pressure is v low. and my doctor wants to put me on meds for that too. what is w/doctors thinking meds are the only way to fix something? i'm so tired of getting a lecture on my weight and my poor health and my inbalances.
does anyone else ever feel like your body isnt yours? it doesn't belong to you, but to the hospital?
meanwhile...
right now, i'm at home, on bedrest. turns out i have a kidney infection, which is horrible, and it's put me in horrible pain. the doctor wanted to place me in the hospital but i managed to talk her out of it. i just have to check back in on saturday to make sure i'm recovering well. i hate hospitals.
i hate, hate, hate hospitals.
i feel like shit, and i look like shit, my skin is so pasty and my hair is everywhere and i can't wear my contacts, bc one of my meds turns my contacts yellow. the only good thing is that i don't really have to eat, just drink tons of water and pedialite.
btw, pedialite in wonderful. if you're fasting. it gives so many vitamins and minerals, enough for an entire day in one of them. it's the only thing that helps me when i feel v dizzy or i feel a blackout coming on.
and turns out, my blood pressure is v low. and my doctor wants to put me on meds for that too. what is w/doctors thinking meds are the only way to fix something? i'm so tired of getting a lecture on my weight and my poor health and my inbalances.
does anyone else ever feel like your body isnt yours? it doesn't belong to you, but to the hospital?