well...
Well, I worked today, for the first time in 2 weeks. Hurrah for small amounts of cash coming my way in 2 weeks! No, I am really not complaining....just wishing I worked more and was less financially indigent.
I did call my co-ordinator to ask about more hours with other clients...she said she would look into it. Of course, she will probably get back to me right when I am about to leave for Xmas! I'll just have to hope she gets back to me soon.
The kiddo I work with, his older cousin (who is in his 20s) was visiting, and kept staring at me while I was working. He was nice enough, but not my type. Plus, I am not about to consider going out with anyone who is related to the kid's father. And I am not going to get started on my opionions on him....Though it was nice to get a modicum of attenion...makes me feel a little less than dead.
I've been out of sorts the past few days, more so with each passing day. I am getting the old feelings of "i-wanna-quit" which is bugging me, as I thought those would be more or less done with after the university fiasco. And it's not like school is suffocating me, or horribly hard. I just seem to be rejecting it. Of course, I don't think I will quit at this point...I just wish I could stop thinking like this, and that my brain would shut the hell up about it. Everything's going well...so why the hell can't I just be happy about it?
I did call my co-ordinator to ask about more hours with other clients...she said she would look into it. Of course, she will probably get back to me right when I am about to leave for Xmas! I'll just have to hope she gets back to me soon.
The kiddo I work with, his older cousin (who is in his 20s) was visiting, and kept staring at me while I was working. He was nice enough, but not my type. Plus, I am not about to consider going out with anyone who is related to the kid's father. And I am not going to get started on my opionions on him....Though it was nice to get a modicum of attenion...makes me feel a little less than dead.
I've been out of sorts the past few days, more so with each passing day. I am getting the old feelings of "i-wanna-quit" which is bugging me, as I thought those would be more or less done with after the university fiasco. And it's not like school is suffocating me, or horribly hard. I just seem to be rejecting it. Of course, I don't think I will quit at this point...I just wish I could stop thinking like this, and that my brain would shut the hell up about it. Everything's going well...so why the hell can't I just be happy about it?