I hate depression
I fucking hate ... i cant even think of what I hate...besides everything.
I swear to god last night was great with Tony...today I am a stupid bitch. FUCK HIM!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of feeling like the lowest form of life in the universe becasue he has a bent hair up his ass. WTF? Is so wrong with me that I put up with this fucking garbage? What am I teaching my kids? That its ok to treat someone like shit? That if a person loves you they will put up with anything? I knew that he called me a stupid bitch because he said it TO HIMSELF, OUT LOUD, IN FRONT OF THE KIDS. While I was in the shower,and he actually thought they wouldnt tell me. SUPRISE! Guess who he is pissed at now?? Alice for "being a tattletale" GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GROW THE FUCK UP!!
What the fuck is wrong with me???? Why am I so goddamned weak?
Of course tonight guess what I will be expected to do AGAIN. Even tho I have no fucking desire to. So he will me mad at me again for that.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I swear to god last night was great with Tony...today I am a stupid bitch. FUCK HIM!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of feeling like the lowest form of life in the universe becasue he has a bent hair up his ass. WTF? Is so wrong with me that I put up with this fucking garbage? What am I teaching my kids? That its ok to treat someone like shit? That if a person loves you they will put up with anything? I knew that he called me a stupid bitch because he said it TO HIMSELF, OUT LOUD, IN FRONT OF THE KIDS. While I was in the shower,and he actually thought they wouldnt tell me. SUPRISE! Guess who he is pissed at now?? Alice for "being a tattletale" GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GROW THE FUCK UP!!
What the fuck is wrong with me???? Why am I so goddamned weak?
Of course tonight guess what I will be expected to do AGAIN. Even tho I have no fucking desire to. So he will me mad at me again for that.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK