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Today was like the longest day of my life. I woke up this morning feeling very sick soo I take a shower & I started feeling light headed and like almost passed out. It was weird. So then some other stuff happens. I can't make up my mind so I thought but I'm pretty sure I've made up my mind now. That was a pretty dumb mistake on their part. So yah work sucks, I feel like I'm going to puke all day long. Fucking Josh won't stop whistling. I was gettin so pissed. ha. Then my mom calls & said she found out more things that I've done wrong, Amanda tells her mom that the bottle of vodka was mine. Which is true, except that I didnt get to drink any of it. They had a party while I was at work & gave away my whole bottle & gave me $10 bucks for it when I had already gotten ripped off & paid $35... & then I got really happy for a certain reason. But after that on my way home I was suppose to be home at 9, I was running a few minutes late & I didnt want my mom to get mad at me the one time she let me drive so I was driving to fast & my truck started to slide & i was like ya this happens everytime it rains, but then I actually started to loose control and yeah I did like a complete turn around hit a mail box. It was like concrete type material mail box. & yah so now I have to pay $250 for when I hit my mirror & it fell off & the instalation. Now I get to pay for a new mail box for my neighbor & the dent in my car. The crazy thing is earlier today I was like I almost died today & I also was like I shouldnt drive so fast but I've never lost control when its wet like this. But yah I did loose control & if I wouldnt of hit that mail box I would of fallen into a ditch & like down a hill & most likley died. My car was like on its side two wheels when it hit the mail box so yah I would of definetly gone down that hill. Kinda scary. Then I come home & I've only seen my dad cry once in my life. He didnt cry because of what happened but it was weird, I can't really explain it. We actually talked/cried/laughed together. We're alot alike, just to alike to understand each other I think. So yep that sums up my day I suppose. But I'm worried about whats gonna happen about a certain something.. damn. I need some good advice.