Most Certainly Blows
This sucks. I have been put down.
First off..my father decides to check into my phone account and see who I called when I wasn't supposed to have the phone. Does it matter? What should matter is I used it when not allowed. Doesn't matter who I called.
Prom. Now, I don't see any reason going to prom because first...the person I was gonna ask says she was not gonna go with anyone but to hang out, then later I here she is going with someone. That's F-ed. But hey! People change their minds. Plus, ain't now way I am gonna be able to afford a nice tux.
Grades. I'm doing so much better in grades except english. I can bring that up, though.
It's freakin' hard and I can't even be stressed because it drives away my "friends" who hate being "there for me" all the time.
I can't even concentrate on doing anything correctly. "I'm not allowed to vent" because everyone who reads this message her and say "Why is he being a dick?" Well, everyone else gets the right to vent, I feel I am entitled to do the same.
Errm. I'm mad. I can't handle it. I let such a good day be ruined by a wussy phone call. Other things as well, but I was ignoring that. Until that call opened up mah doors and I just let everything else take me. I feel raped by anxiety.
I'm bored an AIM isn't working.
-=Sighs.=- I'll get over it eventually. v_v
First off..my father decides to check into my phone account and see who I called when I wasn't supposed to have the phone. Does it matter? What should matter is I used it when not allowed. Doesn't matter who I called.
Prom. Now, I don't see any reason going to prom because first...the person I was gonna ask says she was not gonna go with anyone but to hang out, then later I here she is going with someone. That's F-ed. But hey! People change their minds. Plus, ain't now way I am gonna be able to afford a nice tux.
Grades. I'm doing so much better in grades except english. I can bring that up, though.
It's freakin' hard and I can't even be stressed because it drives away my "friends" who hate being "there for me" all the time.
I can't even concentrate on doing anything correctly. "I'm not allowed to vent" because everyone who reads this message her and say "Why is he being a dick?" Well, everyone else gets the right to vent, I feel I am entitled to do the same.
Errm. I'm mad. I can't handle it. I let such a good day be ruined by a wussy phone call. Other things as well, but I was ignoring that. Until that call opened up mah doors and I just let everything else take me. I feel raped by anxiety.
I'm bored an AIM isn't working.
-=Sighs.=- I'll get over it eventually. v_v