i finally found it

May 27, 2004 01:26

"If you think back and replay your year and it doesn't bring you tears out of joy or sadness, consider the year wasted..."

It's over.

How wonderful.

I am currently at home, wondering what time I will wake up tomorrow and what I will be doing. It is summer now. No more high school, ever again. How wonderful.

When I think about the past two years at Governor's School, it's like a big dream. Or those nights when you have 10 different short, consecutive dreams, that you just can't seem to separate or interpret. Mine from the Governor's school are: Josh. Twinner. SRP. ELJA. Jarvis. Ethnic circle. Jon. Josoph! Shu-nan. The group. Kendall. Asians (including Marni and Michael, mahal kita.) Justin. Shoplifting. Suspension. Carrie. Screaming, just to hear my voice. Mental and emotional breakdowns. Graham. Epiphanies. Triangle. Friends. Rumors. David. Breaking rules. Packing with accomplice/"lover." (haha) Being sent home.

Goodbye, Governor's School. You've helped me learn a lot about myself, and I am incredibly thankful for that reason. You have also made me realize how important my family and home are. Oh and of course, you've helped me meet some of the most incredible people I know, even if they secretly or not-so-secretly hated me. Thank you. And I honestly, wouldn't change a thing about this year.

However, I do have one "regret": not being able to talk to one of the people that helpeD me the most, in So many ways, on so mAny different levels. Thank yoU, Dear. It wasn't fair and it Won't really be, but I'll miss you, a lot, and I hope you know that.

AMAZING

P.S. Goodbye high school bullshit, you will always have a SMALL place in my heart...or rather, my journal.
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