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I'm real confused about this relationship im in right now. I feel pretty shitty. Pretty much...if I care, I'm gonna get hurt. If I dont care, the other person is gonna get hurt. Clearly this is going nowhere, and its out as fast as it was in. I took my chances and again it seems I came out short. Classes were goin alright until i started missing one of them, which i now have to drop. I decided college depresses the hell out of me. Why do I want to get stuck in this life where I will go to work 9-5, 5-6 days a week, 50 or so weeks a year, for the next 40-odd years. What is the point of this kind of life? Did God put us on this earth to slave to no end? If you think of the scale of the universe, our actions don't matter. Whether I'm a teacher or a stockbroker or a doctor, it doesn't matter how successful I am, the only thing that matters is the short-term gratification. blah, blah, blah.