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What's wrong and akward about making new friends? I'll never understand why it can be made so hard to do. All i can do is learn from my life and build character. How can it be that one day i'm on top of the world and everything seems good and the next day i've fallen down and scrapped my knee on my own emotions? All i can control is how i react to situations and i can't control others. I have been so increcibly overwhelmed this past two weeks and i bursted at the seems. I couldn't take it anymore so i just decided to look at life in a more refreshed way. I have two choices...I can be pessimistic about how stressful and busy my life is right now, or take it with a great attitude and not feel like a victim. I have no reason to complain. Just because i'm stressed out doesn't give me the right to complain. I hate complaining and i being complained to. I want to be my true inner self and be refreshing.
That being said i feel tons better. I can't wait on changes in life, especially if i can't control them. I'll make my own changes and walk with a bounce in my steps in a way. I am moving on. Holding on to past frustration just weighs us down and if i don't put to peace my insecurities i will never change. If i don't become different i'll stay in my circle of events that i'm sick of. The hardest thing about changing is knowing where to start though. I guess i bruise easily and i'm too sensitive. Does that come from insecurities or a trained response from past experiences? Maybe both.
what's going on with me? Complications in life that have nothing to do with us but what others are going through are frustrating. there is always underlining situations that contribute to how people treat others. What's more frustrating is when you have no idea what's going on. I'm sure that doesn't make any sense but who cares! Not everything has to make sense!
How i feel is determined on what i'm doing with my life, time, and who i cherish. That's what life all boils down to.
That being said i feel tons better. I can't wait on changes in life, especially if i can't control them. I'll make my own changes and walk with a bounce in my steps in a way. I am moving on. Holding on to past frustration just weighs us down and if i don't put to peace my insecurities i will never change. If i don't become different i'll stay in my circle of events that i'm sick of. The hardest thing about changing is knowing where to start though. I guess i bruise easily and i'm too sensitive. Does that come from insecurities or a trained response from past experiences? Maybe both.
what's going on with me? Complications in life that have nothing to do with us but what others are going through are frustrating. there is always underlining situations that contribute to how people treat others. What's more frustrating is when you have no idea what's going on. I'm sure that doesn't make any sense but who cares! Not everything has to make sense!
How i feel is determined on what i'm doing with my life, time, and who i cherish. That's what life all boils down to.