AAAH!

[mightiemouse]

It's when i'm start telling myself that i am happy where i am that i realize that i want something more in life. I was perfectly content with just not having any romantic interests and not liking anyone. Then i developed a crush... out of nowhere on this guy i had known for two weeks. He was smart, funny, adorable, and nice. It was only a matter of time until my little bubble burst. I was going to invite him to a church function and get to know him and everyhting. I think he'd be a cool friend anyway. But apparently he has a girlfriend. So there you have it.. my never ending curse of liking unavailable men. I don't even know they are unavailable until i start to like them! GRR! You'd think i'd get over it pretty quickly , but i think i'm messed up. I have guy problems, and I just don't know what to do about them. I ususally deal with them by saying i'm swearing off guys, or at least until i start to like someone else and then find out he's unavailable! When will God actually give me a guy who is for me? I'm getting too tired of these shananagins! I guess i'm lonely. But i don't want just any guy. Sigh*
Breathe...Just Breathe.