whew!
It's a wonderful feeling to get an exam over with and that stress off your mind! God also truly blessed me with the opportunity to even write my midterm essay on the religious parallels and imagery in this poem called "the Second Coming" I was thrilled! The poem is great and i recommend it highly. The imagery and parallels to the bible are so vivid. I hope my teacher likes my essay. But what matters most to me was that writing that essay also helped me become much closer to God. The visualizations captured my imagination so deeply. I feel so comforted now. Last night i was about/ no.. was having a panic attack! I was under so much stress that i started to hyperventilate. I never do that. I have been under more stressful conditions and i didn't act the way i did last night. I secluded myself in my room and only came out for coffee. I think i understand why i was acting like that. I think more personal struggles were accentuating my problems. It's always when i'm emotionally hurting or struggling that stress gets to me the most. I think it would be because of vulnerability. Well i feel better than i did and i'm not so completely troubled. Sigh*
I'm outta here.
I'm outta here.