:P !!!!
GRRRRR
Life has a mean sense of Irony! A real sense. You don't really realize how much you wanted something until you realize you can't have it anymore. It's depressing!!!
Sigh*
why must my life taunt me with what i didn't do, and what i didn't go for....
I guess we all have regrets and things in life we wish we could change. I'd give anything to change the circumstances but life is the way is is and what can i do to change it? i don't know. I know i would definately change some situations in my life and/or how i feel about them. I hate being depressed over thinga i can't control. I hate being ignored or pushed aside/replaced. Grrrr. But i guess i'll have to learn to live with it and look on the bright side. hmmm is there one? maybe someday i'll see it. :P
maybe not today though.
Life has a mean sense of Irony! A real sense. You don't really realize how much you wanted something until you realize you can't have it anymore. It's depressing!!!
Sigh*
why must my life taunt me with what i didn't do, and what i didn't go for....
I guess we all have regrets and things in life we wish we could change. I'd give anything to change the circumstances but life is the way is is and what can i do to change it? i don't know. I know i would definately change some situations in my life and/or how i feel about them. I hate being depressed over thinga i can't control. I hate being ignored or pushed aside/replaced. Grrrr. But i guess i'll have to learn to live with it and look on the bright side. hmmm is there one? maybe someday i'll see it. :P
maybe not today though.