Nov 04, 2005 19:37
can i just say that i am absolutely terrified of december 15? this day is pretty much on my mind all of the time. when i'm not actually thinking about it, i'm thinking about new york city, and in essence, that's basically like thinking about december 15.
this is the day that i will find out whether or not i've been accepted into new york university. i've applied as an early decision student, so on the off chance that i am accepted, it's a binding contract. i'll have to go there. so on december 15, i might know where i'm going to spend the next four years of my life. god, i'm so nervous. i've never wanted something more in my life. how in the world am i going to survive the next month and a half?