sick... ly.
I have been tired... a lot. I'm not talking normal tired. I'm talking I can feel my organs working, churning away, my eyelids are heavy, body is heavy kind of barely able to function tired. I forget what I'm doing, I forget what I've done seconds after doing it so I'm always double checking what I just did... if I did it at all. I can't get up, no really, I no longer hear the alarm and Rob can't get me to open my eyes without some serious effort. I occasionally get dizzy or light headed, the best times is when suddenly I see all white and then my vision slowly comes back. fun times.
So I went to the doctor, and as always, they say "well... you ARE depressed" as if that is something I haven't already considered. I've had depression related exhaustion though, plenty of times, and this is not the same. I just felt unmotivated and lethargic with my depression, but with this.. I feel like I weigh a million pounds and my body desperately wants to just stop functioning. I've been progressively getting more tired since maybe May of last year. We took some blood tests and all she could come up with is for me to take multi vitamins.
really? There is a reason why I stopped taking them... because I literally threw up every morning when I used to. Always a fun thing to wake up to. I'll try it, but I doubt my body is deficient in enough vitamins to cause this level of unbelievable fatigue.
My head is killing me, my eyes are barely open, my body is sore... I don't know what's going on, but I can't function like a normal human being like this.
ps. my iron is normal, so it's not that.
So I went to the doctor, and as always, they say "well... you ARE depressed" as if that is something I haven't already considered. I've had depression related exhaustion though, plenty of times, and this is not the same. I just felt unmotivated and lethargic with my depression, but with this.. I feel like I weigh a million pounds and my body desperately wants to just stop functioning. I've been progressively getting more tired since maybe May of last year. We took some blood tests and all she could come up with is for me to take multi vitamins.
really? There is a reason why I stopped taking them... because I literally threw up every morning when I used to. Always a fun thing to wake up to. I'll try it, but I doubt my body is deficient in enough vitamins to cause this level of unbelievable fatigue.
My head is killing me, my eyes are barely open, my body is sore... I don't know what's going on, but I can't function like a normal human being like this.
ps. my iron is normal, so it's not that.