Life Here, Never Been Thought Before, At Home
Hi~ Konnichiwa...
Do count months of me absent from here? Haha.. no need, it's countless. The cause of the case is... college routine.. In my previous post, I did say about IPG, ya know institution for teacher education. Yup, I dropped the university just to be enrolled here as teacher-to-be for special education on disable child. It's a fun course to be took thought is tiring. And, since the last day, fandoms seems a miss for me. I left dramas, JUMP's thing, and other fandom stuff because of the assignment, courseworks, programs, and other routine. I don't know if I can survive for upcoming 4 years here. And also, not to mention that this campus is all-girl-campus. Hahaha.... I don't need to meet boys here. It's a real gratify to have it here. XD.
And also, I do aware that my English whether in writing or speaking is becoming worsen. My grammar especially. That is because that most subjects here use Bahasa as intermediate language and I don't use much of them (Other than that is I really left the fanfics, got no time to read *and I prefer a decent one*). But, this semester, one of my minor is English, so... got to take care on that.
And, this age, I start to think about marriage. What?! Hahahahahahah.....
I can't believe it too. But, it's adult's fault. The lecturers, seniors, and other people. They made us think about that. This dialogue is daily one, "You have to think about your husband once you get married. Prioritize him although you have to work... bla bla bla......" Haha.. Yeah, I know that, but lemme think about that when I'm ready !
Aha.. I did mention in previous post about my feeling with that 'someone'. Fortunately, I don't meet him anymore because he's not in our charge so to some extent, I can't develop my feelings somehow. *I hope*. (Though, deep in my heart, I have a little bit small hope that I can see him again). Okay, I cheat. But, that's how my heart works.
Okay. Enough about that. XD. It's not my style actually.
Hahaha... Ouh, lately I'm into online shopping. But when I tried to order the item, it's always a bad luck for me. Not stock or whatever... In other view, maybe it's to save my overflowing expenses... Haahaha... Ouh, and yeah, I do realize that since I studied here I've know the price of living with family. You don't to worry about foods, expenses, transport and other. But here, living by myself *Yeah, I call myself* far away (700++ km) from home, I learnt about everything. Need to be independent ya know. Shop by myself, go to bank by myself (I'm a bit uncomfortable with bank, I don't know), worry about food by myself, and the list go on. Living apart from family, I can't complain to my parents or family everyday about the hardship or the loneliness *HAAHA*.... So, I need to settle it for my self though adjusting with it at first is quite easy at first before other problems came.
OKay. That's all. I do mumble. Yeah..
bye..
(my friend would say, 'keep care')
Do count months of me absent from here? Haha.. no need, it's countless. The cause of the case is... college routine.. In my previous post, I did say about IPG, ya know institution for teacher education. Yup, I dropped the university just to be enrolled here as teacher-to-be for special education on disable child. It's a fun course to be took thought is tiring. And, since the last day, fandoms seems a miss for me. I left dramas, JUMP's thing, and other fandom stuff because of the assignment, courseworks, programs, and other routine. I don't know if I can survive for upcoming 4 years here. And also, not to mention that this campus is all-girl-campus. Hahaha.... I don't need to meet boys here. It's a real gratify to have it here. XD.
And also, I do aware that my English whether in writing or speaking is becoming worsen. My grammar especially. That is because that most subjects here use Bahasa as intermediate language and I don't use much of them (Other than that is I really left the fanfics, got no time to read *and I prefer a decent one*). But, this semester, one of my minor is English, so... got to take care on that.
And, this age, I start to think about marriage. What?! Hahahahahahah.....
I can't believe it too. But, it's adult's fault. The lecturers, seniors, and other people. They made us think about that. This dialogue is daily one, "You have to think about your husband once you get married. Prioritize him although you have to work... bla bla bla......" Haha.. Yeah, I know that, but lemme think about that when I'm ready !
Aha.. I did mention in previous post about my feeling with that 'someone'. Fortunately, I don't meet him anymore because he's not in our charge so to some extent, I can't develop my feelings somehow. *I hope*. (Though, deep in my heart, I have a little bit small hope that I can see him again). Okay, I cheat. But, that's how my heart works.
Okay. Enough about that. XD. It's not my style actually.
Hahaha... Ouh, lately I'm into online shopping. But when I tried to order the item, it's always a bad luck for me. Not stock or whatever... In other view, maybe it's to save my overflowing expenses... Haahaha... Ouh, and yeah, I do realize that since I studied here I've know the price of living with family. You don't to worry about foods, expenses, transport and other. But here, living by myself *Yeah, I call myself* far away (700++ km) from home, I learnt about everything. Need to be independent ya know. Shop by myself, go to bank by myself (I'm a bit uncomfortable with bank, I don't know), worry about food by myself, and the list go on. Living apart from family, I can't complain to my parents or family everyday about the hardship or the loneliness *HAAHA*.... So, I need to settle it for my self though adjusting with it at first is quite easy at first before other problems came.
OKay. That's all. I do mumble. Yeah..
bye..
(my friend would say, 'keep care')