Mind-Clearing
Hi~ Ah, it's already Feb 16 today.
It's mean that almost two weeks I've been parting with social networks coz I need some space for myself to reset my mind and ya know, living in village/ 'kampung' is the best option.
Again, I cut all links that could connect me with present people. I lived with my grandpa and beloved grandma. With those two, parting was a pain but to face the reality again, I decide I'll not be in a safe zone, at least not at all time.
Next week, I'm going to live with them again. I want to learn how to make perfect dress or spesifically, a fine 'baju kurung'. Although there's not internet connection and all *I don't even bring my handphone* I do feel a serenity and nature will never offend me.
Yesterday, I could see a dissapointment on my grandparent's eyes. Well, I understand that they must be lonely when their children were already becoming the parents and their grandchilds wasn't a children anymore. Because of that, I promised them that I will come again and stay with them until I can't make desicion to stay there anymore. I'm ready to sacrifice my fandom world cause ya know, family is the most priority of a person.
While I was there, my grandma recieve a call from my uncle and by chance that he knew I was there, he said he want to talk with me. He said that his daughter@my cousin@ bff currently taking sewing course *Oh I know that our interest in hobby is always similar, that's why I love her so much, we've been a good term since we know this world already. Yeah, I'm doing a same thing with her, but she doing it organizely while me, ummm.... really in infromality. XD
She's more aggresive in doing things than me, that's why when we're together(when we 'balik kampung') she's the leader cause I'm a bit passive. Oh and, my uncle said, right after she get the SPM result, my uncle want to send her to Russia to continue her study. While me, I think after the SPM result, I want to create my path to become a teacher since it's the most stable occupation nowadays where living a life in this high cost of necessities is already a burden in this country.
Okay, end of talking *writing actually*
Have a nice day ^_^
It's mean that almost two weeks I've been parting with social networks coz I need some space for myself to reset my mind and ya know, living in village/ 'kampung' is the best option.
Again, I cut all links that could connect me with present people. I lived with my grandpa and beloved grandma. With those two, parting was a pain but to face the reality again, I decide I'll not be in a safe zone, at least not at all time.
Next week, I'm going to live with them again. I want to learn how to make perfect dress or spesifically, a fine 'baju kurung'. Although there's not internet connection and all *I don't even bring my handphone* I do feel a serenity and nature will never offend me.
Yesterday, I could see a dissapointment on my grandparent's eyes. Well, I understand that they must be lonely when their children were already becoming the parents and their grandchilds wasn't a children anymore. Because of that, I promised them that I will come again and stay with them until I can't make desicion to stay there anymore. I'm ready to sacrifice my fandom world cause ya know, family is the most priority of a person.
While I was there, my grandma recieve a call from my uncle and by chance that he knew I was there, he said he want to talk with me. He said that his daughter@my cousin@ bff currently taking sewing course *Oh I know that our interest in hobby is always similar, that's why I love her so much, we've been a good term since we know this world already. Yeah, I'm doing a same thing with her, but she doing it organizely while me, ummm.... really in infromality. XD
She's more aggresive in doing things than me, that's why when we're together(when we 'balik kampung') she's the leader cause I'm a bit passive. Oh and, my uncle said, right after she get the SPM result, my uncle want to send her to Russia to continue her study. While me, I think after the SPM result, I want to create my path to become a teacher since it's the most stable occupation nowadays where living a life in this high cost of necessities is already a burden in this country.
Okay, end of talking *writing actually*
Have a nice day ^_^