see what you made me do?
I keep meaning to post here, and I keep failing.
*sigh*
it's been a crazy week @_@
i've had even less time than usual.
and the new job has been unbelievably stressful.
everyone keeps saying "hang in there it will get better,"
but that starts to lose it's charm around the 300th time I've heard it.
Things do seem to be on the path to improving some, though.
which is good b/c i'd hate to think I waited 2 months to get this job just to quit it having to start all over again.
here's hoping.
So I'm trying to stay positive.
I completely broke down on Tuesday night, and came in wednesday with a "step off" kind of attitude...
I'm only one person and I can't make this stuff life or death, despite the fact everyone around me seems desperate to do so.
eh.
that's life.
hopefully, too, i'll be able to do things like work on letters and crafty projects this weekend.
my brain really and truly needs the break.
I'd been hoping more than ever that this year would be a year of successes.
I feel static again.
The way this job is going I've had so little time to work out and study. *sigh*
I've been so exhausted and overwhelmed--time is getting away from me.
I'm no closer to some of the things I want.
I guess I'm not always very good at being patient.
i'll get there...
for now, back to work.
time goes by too fast~
just a little more to go...
looking forward to going home and cuddling the nyao-cats, picking up dinner from fire-bowl cafe, and watching hockey <3
*sigh*
it's been a crazy week @_@
i've had even less time than usual.
and the new job has been unbelievably stressful.
everyone keeps saying "hang in there it will get better,"
but that starts to lose it's charm around the 300th time I've heard it.
Things do seem to be on the path to improving some, though.
which is good b/c i'd hate to think I waited 2 months to get this job just to quit it having to start all over again.
here's hoping.
So I'm trying to stay positive.
I completely broke down on Tuesday night, and came in wednesday with a "step off" kind of attitude...
I'm only one person and I can't make this stuff life or death, despite the fact everyone around me seems desperate to do so.
eh.
that's life.
hopefully, too, i'll be able to do things like work on letters and crafty projects this weekend.
my brain really and truly needs the break.
I'd been hoping more than ever that this year would be a year of successes.
I feel static again.
The way this job is going I've had so little time to work out and study. *sigh*
I've been so exhausted and overwhelmed--time is getting away from me.
I'm no closer to some of the things I want.
I guess I'm not always very good at being patient.
i'll get there...
for now, back to work.
time goes by too fast~
just a little more to go...
looking forward to going home and cuddling the nyao-cats, picking up dinner from fire-bowl cafe, and watching hockey <3