life is so screwed up
I havent been on in awhile because i havent had much time. But i have time right now so i decided to update. Yesterday was valentines day which usually sucks for me but this year it was good. Sam gave me three roses, a carnation, two frogs that sing, chocolate and a big stuffed dog it is so cute it was really sweet even though it made my present to him look like shit but its ok i guess he knows i meant well. I had to get a new email because sum loser with no life had to hack into my account. What else is going on? Oh i talked to my friend samantha who moved to florida i think thats one of the hardest things i have ever had to do i felt like i dont even know her anymore she has just really messed her life up i tried to help her and now she wants nothing to do with me. I am like seriously losing all my friends. I just talked about samantha and brittany moved for some unknown reason and we never talk (which i guess is ok because she always thought she was better than everyone anyway) jonathan and i dont talk much i dont know why we just dont then there is ashley who last year was my best friend i looked up to her shes a good person with a good heart but she decided i wasnt a good friend somewhere around the beginning of this year and so now we talk but not very much shes best friends with misti now. AND last there is brie who was my best friend in 8th grade and i thought she was this year. but now i reaize she was, but now is like becoming best friends with brandi and i dont like brandi very much so i dont know maybe its just me i like scare everyone away the only person i really have is sam and thats sad. I love sam so much he is everything to me but it would still be nice to have FRIENDS not just ppl you occasionally talk to but thats all for now. LaTER
wow that was a long entry
wow that was a long entry