Mar 18, 2005 12:22
I am so tired of all this he said she said shit. Its so fucken stupid we are all either in high school or graduated why cant we be mature enough to not lie. I mean damn how hard is it? Sam has always said no i dont like amber nope never have and blah blah blah but apparently this isnt true. Amber gave me a story that i kind of believed but not really because amber lies and i thought sam stopped lying to me. So i was like ok....so i asked logan sams best friend and he tells me there was a time that he questioned whether to date me or amber and he dated me simply because he had dated me before and knew me. Now i know all this is in the past and i should move on and forget about it but i cant do that because he has been lying to me and that really hurts me. Like words cant even describe how i feel right now it is so bad i dont even know what to do anymore i kinda just want to say fuck it all...??? I guess its time to "let go and let God"