i need you here, not just in my heart.
met my new teachers today, Mr. and Mrs. Groth
they seem pretty nice.
it scares me to think i'm going to be in algebra.
but at least when i get to high school i'll breeze through it,
since the public schools dont start it til ninth grade.
submitting my pictures for the fair tommrow with breanna.
then seeing Clerks 2 with tina, gassman, maybe breanna and aaron.
breanna probably not, because her mom is.. just breanna's mom.
and aaron needs a ride, but he's got his sister, so hopefully he'll be there.
so the restraining order went through, and my aunt can't come within 500 feet of our house, land or any of us. sad but reassuring.
sonny and audrie make me smile like no other.
on their way back from LA they might stop at the MOA and go to Lego World with me.
and i'll give sonny his big cookie and i'll get a big hug and kiss on the cheek
and we'll act like we're tweleve. sonny, if you read this, you're my hero.
i want to finish Pet Sematary tonight.
i probably won't. i can't stop re-reading the part where the main Louis' son dies.
it just reminds me of James, but in a good way. I shoved my grief in the back of my mind and it's finally all coming out. but it's okay, and i know i'll be okay. i know James and he'd be really pissed if i didn't cry at all, but i know deep down he just wanted his friends and family to be happy. ♥
they seem pretty nice.
it scares me to think i'm going to be in algebra.
but at least when i get to high school i'll breeze through it,
since the public schools dont start it til ninth grade.
submitting my pictures for the fair tommrow with breanna.
then seeing Clerks 2 with tina, gassman, maybe breanna and aaron.
breanna probably not, because her mom is.. just breanna's mom.
and aaron needs a ride, but he's got his sister, so hopefully he'll be there.
so the restraining order went through, and my aunt can't come within 500 feet of our house, land or any of us. sad but reassuring.
sonny and audrie make me smile like no other.
on their way back from LA they might stop at the MOA and go to Lego World with me.
and i'll give sonny his big cookie and i'll get a big hug and kiss on the cheek
and we'll act like we're tweleve. sonny, if you read this, you're my hero.
i want to finish Pet Sematary tonight.
i probably won't. i can't stop re-reading the part where the main Louis' son dies.
it just reminds me of James, but in a good way. I shoved my grief in the back of my mind and it's finally all coming out. but it's okay, and i know i'll be okay. i know James and he'd be really pissed if i didn't cry at all, but i know deep down he just wanted his friends and family to be happy. ♥